We heart it

hey assalamualaikum :) it has been so long i'm not updating any post in my blog. i just need time and i realy don't know how to show my feeling now.

and , just now while busy tmblr-ing  , i saw this ;

Inside All of us , there is must a WILD thing. 

yeah , i don't realy sure bout the meaning but to me i got the meaning. it could be lots of means by lots of perception isn't it ? okay , to make it short , when i saw that thingy and the only sentence that pops out from my mind is "There's come to one point in life when you have to realize you'll never be good enough to all people ". The question is , is that my problem or theirs ?

here , i'm not talking that i pissed off being kind to the people , No. though , i know i'm not much kind and i do admit that i'm just ordinary girl that always make mistakes.

and , to be honest , i'm afraid to get close with someone and end up liking. yes surely , i'm fobia or what else. 'cause i'm afraid that later on , they're gonna become a phone number i'm no longer texting or calling , they're gonna become a picture i have to take off of my phone and lappy , they're gonna become someone my parents and friends ask me about AND i have to tell them that "we're no longer talking or we're lost contact etc " , they're gonna become someone i walk and see by me as we never met.

this is what i feel now -,-

Delighted Month :)

Assalamualaikum and good morning everyone ! just having your sahur isn't it ? so how was it ? mine was fine. oh btw , i would like to say Happy Ramadhan for those Muslims , Selamat Berpuasa semuaa <3 so , how's yours so far ? i know it's to early to describe in words , but hopefully this Ramadhan can give us more and more keberkatan , insyallah :) and im sure that all the Muslims are so delighted to welcome this month. Ramadhan ? lots lots of words will pop out of our mind when it comes to this month. keberkatan , ketenangan , pahala , ibadah sunat etc , since this month setiap amalan yand dibuat akan dilipatgandakan pahalanya. so people , do grab this golden chances.

p/s : Grab somebody sexy tell 'em "hey , terawih jommm ?"

And i just got new words in my mind this morning saying that , A sexy guy is when he's in wuduk ;]

# extraaaa ;

i did asked you , and you have answered it so thank you. Go ahead forget me.

P.A.R.I.S

oh well , i'm not going to the loveleyhhhh PARIS , yet but i will :) yeah actually , that's one of my dream. i just watched Monte Carlo movie and it was awesome ! yes i know i'm a bit LAME -,-'' even i don't much like the main actress , who else yeah that Selena , but i enjoyed the movie , maybe because of Emma tehee and main reason is because of Paa Paa Paaarisssss ! <3

will i ever get a room like this ? pleasee handsome paaa :D