FUN :) ! 

yeah , its enjoy time now :) ! its FB-ing time , and im so happy because i feel free right now. i can go through whatever i like and do whatever i love :D haha. what a HEAVEN rite peeps ? okay , tak payah nak seronok sgt ah kan tapi do i care xD haha

Friends

 

 

In your teenage life , have you such hate a shithead ? Or at least , she/he makes you S-A-D , ‘cause of ‘em were too annoying like disgusting pig ? Hey bloody slut , I know who I really am , my girlfriends also knows me neither . Can you just get your own life ? Dude , who loves ya ? I swear in my life , I was so down if I had a friend like You

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IF you realy TRUST me :D

Life comes with twists and turns both good and bad.

Lots of people can relate to these experiences.

We are all only human, everyone makes mistakes.

Those mistakes could be: Cheating, Loving Another, Sex, Drunk Memories.

Also, we just may have had some crazy experiences: Molestation, Bad Friends, Good memories, Times you miss, ect.

Everyone has different ways of handling how they feel,

mine was always writing how I felt down, so now i'm giving others that opportunity.

HAHA :D

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Do notice this pleasee :)






The truth is I still care and always will. I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.





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I do LOVE shoes soo MUCHYY !

omg , how do i live with all those shoes ? :D

wow , its realy amazing is it ? :)

can you give me this , pleasee ? :S

realy adore dis one <33

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I MISS YOU ♥    

I want a hug that can erase all my my worries. I want a hug that is sincere, a hug that’s from the heart. I want it tight, but at the same time comfortable. I want it from you, because you’re the only person who can give me the perfect hugs that I want.

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OMG , i love dis song freaking muchhh ! <33

As I look into your eyes

I see all the reasons why

My life’s worth a thousand skies

You’re the simplest love I’ve known

And the purest one I’ll own

Know you’ll never be alone

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And ‘cause of you

I don’t have to wonder why

Baby you

There’s no more just getting by

You’re the reason I feel so alive.

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile?

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

I will soothe you if you fall

I’l be right there if you call

You’re my greatest love of all

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SCHOOL TIME :))

26th MAY 2008 - date that i'll never FORGET ! for sure , yeah definitely. my life is jz like newly begin i guess. i entered new school - MRSM MUADZAM SHAH that realy i hate at first. omg , it was like SUCKS when i first entered d school. totally diff wif my previous school , too much ! it was too SMALL , UGLY bla bla blaaa. 

my parents sent me that day. when entered d hostel , i shouted , " Eeeee , tak nak stay in dis hostel , i wanna go home. buruk , cuba tgk room tu , it is too small mama ! " then , my dad persuaded me and said , " It's normal. dis is wht ppl call hostel life :) " oh damn , dis is too much i thought. after that , my mum went to see d toilet. oh GOD , it was so DIRTY. And , i heard papa said to my mum , " i dont think she can survive here. " But , my mum said , " well , we'll try 1st."

but , u noe wht , i succeed to live in d hostel life. even , i got HOMESICK for almost 6 months. 6 months , yeah , i suffered a lot during that time. evry week , my parents will come n visit me , take my clothes along n so on. i kept crying n crying non stop. realy , i had a very BAD HOMESICK in d world i think :)) i called my parents 10 times per dayy and said d same thing - i want to go HOME pleaseee ! :'( but , they didnt agree at all. my dad promised me that , IF my results in Final Sem is WORST , then he'll get me home. 

however , THANKS to my beloved friends :) they supported me a lot. even they said that im too MANJAAA , but they tried to make me happy all d time ! and , i felt very SHOCKED with my Final Sem's results. although i didnt struggle much on that cause of HOMESICK all that , i managed to get 3.84. Alhamdulillah , it made me to be more CONFIDENT and EXCITED to study there :))

and ppl , u noe wht , during my HOMESICK fever , idk y , there were a lot of my SENIOR felt unsatisfied with me. it was like SHIT. heyy , i dun want ur BF lahh ! pleasee do mind of ur own business BOLEH tak ?  aku tak hingin pun kat BF korang , so tak payah nak dtg my room evrynite and told me he is my BF , he is my secret admire bla bla bla. because FYI , i dont have much timee to think bout that sebab aku nk balik lahhh STUPID ! haha ,but nw , when i teringat balik that situation , i feel so funny. y did they come to my room evrynite jz to tell me bout their BF. is it because im PRETTIER than them and they r afraid of losing their BF ? i think YESSS , HAHA :D if noo , do i caree :))

my life go on , and , on OCT , i got to noe HIM , Ame Najhan Asyraf a.k.a DINO :) later , i'll tell u guys how we met and got to noe each other <33

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MAN SHOULD NOTICE THIS :)

When you break her heart- [ the pain NEVER really goes away ] 

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ] 

When she says its over - [ she STILL want you to be hers ] 

When you make her cry - [ apologize ] 

When she is confused about what you think - [ explain ] 

When she reposts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ] 

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her ] 

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ] 

When she start's cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] 

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ] 

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ] 

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ] 

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] 

When she's scared - [ Protect her ] 

When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] 

When she steal's your favorite hoodie - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] 

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ] 

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH] 

When she say's that she like's you - [ she really does more than you could understand ] 

When she grab's at your hands - [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] 

When she bump's into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh] 

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ] 

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ] 

When shes cold - [ hold her till shes warm ] - 

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything 

DON'T let her have the last word -DON'T call her hot, 

But Gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

Say you love her more than she could ever love you 

Argue that she is the best girl ever 

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

When she says she's ok DONT believe it, talk with her,

because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up 

Treat her like she's all that matters to you

Stay up all night with her when she's sick 

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

Give her the world

Let her wear your clothes

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?" 

I HAVE NO IDEA 

Hell yeah , i have no idea at all :'( im feel so boring rite now .

when i asked my mum , " Mama , ya boring , jom pegi jalan jommm ! " And she replied , " Pegi ask papa dulu ." when i asked papa , " Pa , jommm pegi shopping nak ? :) " *with a HUGE smile i guess , BUT papa said , " You nak shopping apee ? dlm wardrobe you tu dah byk bajuu kann. " ugh , i feel like damn shit , aku tgh boring ni. boleh tak semuaa org faham ! * emosii ni emosii !

Lalu aku dgn pantas naik ke bilik tercinta sambil hentak hentak kaki. Wooooo , mcm gangsta wa ckp lu. tapi tindakan ganasku itu tak diambil kira oleh kedua org tuaku :'( ouh , betapa hancurnya hatikuu.

Then , i take my fon , and call HIM :) " b , bb bwtpe ? kte boing lah sayang. kte nak kua jom jommm ! " Si bb pun ckp , " alaa , sayang boring eh ? sian awak , pegi lah ajak mama jalan sayang. eh eh ? bb kn jauh , nnti kte jumpa k when bb balik ? sayang tak mau mcm nii k . " dgn GEDIK dan MANJA , " alaaa , tak nak tak nak . kte nak awak skrg . cepat lah masuk pintu Doraemon tu dtg my house pleaseee :) kte nak awak . " " sayang , bb ngn awak kann ni . nnti kte jumpa k . imy too dear . " suara tak puas hati , " hmm yelah , awak bwtpe tu ? " him : " bb tgh main GAME nii , kenapa ? " haa ? main GAME ? !! ishh . " bb , awak sayang kte ke GAME ni ? haa cepat pilih , KITA OR GAME ? " si bb pun jawab dgn takut , " awak awak lah sayang , apelah awak nii . iloveyouu even moree sayang " hahahaha , yay , awak sayang kte kann bb ? kte tahu :) ! hee , iloveyouutoo sayang :*  

 

 doctor on duty : Dr . Nur Amylia

H.E.L.L.O :D !

HEYY people :)

I'm new here . yah , new BLOGGER i mean . Owning a blogg is GOOD i guess instead wasting my time cause i duno wht to do :S Im kinda boring rite now & yah , it's one of the reason y im here . So , for people outside there who will read about my bittersweet LIFE here ,  you're WELCOME sayang. And , for those who are not interested at all , GOODBYEE :) 

Here , i have something for you guys :

Please be careful with my heart

You can take it but please,

dont ever break it into pieces.

or my world would fall apart.

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