We heart it

hey assalamualaikum :) it has been so long i'm not updating any post in my blog. i just need time and i realy don't know how to show my feeling now.

and , just now while busy tmblr-ing  , i saw this ;

Inside All of us , there is must a WILD thing. 

yeah , i don't realy sure bout the meaning but to me i got the meaning. it could be lots of means by lots of perception isn't it ? okay , to make it short , when i saw that thingy and the only sentence that pops out from my mind is "There's come to one point in life when you have to realize you'll never be good enough to all people ". The question is , is that my problem or theirs ?

here , i'm not talking that i pissed off being kind to the people , No. though , i know i'm not much kind and i do admit that i'm just ordinary girl that always make mistakes.

and , to be honest , i'm afraid to get close with someone and end up liking. yes surely , i'm fobia or what else. 'cause i'm afraid that later on , they're gonna become a phone number i'm no longer texting or calling , they're gonna become a picture i have to take off of my phone and lappy , they're gonna become someone my parents and friends ask me about AND i have to tell them that "we're no longer talking or we're lost contact etc " , they're gonna become someone i walk and see by me as we never met.

this is what i feel now -,-

Delighted Month :)

Assalamualaikum and good morning everyone ! just having your sahur isn't it ? so how was it ? mine was fine. oh btw , i would like to say Happy Ramadhan for those Muslims , Selamat Berpuasa semuaa <3 so , how's yours so far ? i know it's to early to describe in words , but hopefully this Ramadhan can give us more and more keberkatan , insyallah :) and im sure that all the Muslims are so delighted to welcome this month. Ramadhan ? lots lots of words will pop out of our mind when it comes to this month. keberkatan , ketenangan , pahala , ibadah sunat etc , since this month setiap amalan yand dibuat akan dilipatgandakan pahalanya. so people , do grab this golden chances.

p/s : Grab somebody sexy tell 'em "hey , terawih jommm ?"

And i just got new words in my mind this morning saying that , A sexy guy is when he's in wuduk ;]

# extraaaa ;

i did asked you , and you have answered it so thank you. Go ahead forget me.

P.A.R.I.S

oh well , i'm not going to the loveleyhhhh PARIS , yet but i will :) yeah actually , that's one of my dream. i just watched Monte Carlo movie and it was awesome ! yes i know i'm a bit LAME -,-'' even i don't much like the main actress , who else yeah that Selena , but i enjoyed the movie , maybe because of Emma tehee and main reason is because of Paa Paa Paaarisssss ! <3

will i ever get a room like this ? pleasee handsome paaa :D

Maa maaa maacaroon ! :D

These cookies have a crisp exterior and a slightly chewy center. Macaroons can be refrigerated in an airtight container up to two day.

Ingredients ;

• 1 1/4 cups confectioners' sugar
• 1 1/2 cups (4 ounces) sliced almonds, finely ground, or almond flour
• All-purpose flour, for dipping
• 3 large egg whites
• Pinch of salt
• 1/4 cup granulated sugar
• 1/4 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
• 1/2 recipe Swiss Meringue Buttercream

Directions ;

1. Preheat oven to 300 degrees. Sift confectioners' sugar into a bowl. Whisk in almonds; set aside. Line 2 baking sheets with parchment paper or nonstick baking mats (such as Silpats), and mark circles using a 1 1/2-inch cutter dipped in flour.
2. Put egg whites in the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment. Beat on medium speed until foamy, then beat in salt. Beat in granulated sugar, 1 teaspoon at a time, until medium-soft peaks form. Transfer mixture to a large bowl.
3. Using a rubber spatula, fold half the almond mixture into the egg white mixture until just incorporated. Fold in vanilla and remaining almond mixture until just incorporated. Firmly tap bottom of bowl on counter to eliminate air pockets.
4. Transfer mixture to a pastry bag fitted with a 1/2-inch plain tip (such as Ateco #806). Pipe mixture into marked circles on prepared baking sheets. Bake, rotating sheets halfway through, until macaroons are slightly firm and can be gently lifted off parchment (bottoms will be dry), 20 to 25 minutes. Let cool on sheets 5 minutes. Transfer macaroons on parchment to a wire rack; let cool completely.
5. Spread 2 teaspoons buttercream on flat sides of half the macaroons, then sandwich with remaining halves, keeping flat sides together. Refrigerate until firm, about 20 minutes, before serving.
   
   
   p/s : enjoy baking peeps ! :D xoxo

Awww ~

BOY :  ABC 
GIRL :  huh?! 
BOY :  Always Be Careful 
GIRL :  ahh. and then? 
BOY :  DEFG 
GIRL :  what? 
BOY :  Don’t Ever Forget Girl 
GIRL :  forget that? 
BOY :  i’m HI. 
GIRL :  huh? 
BOY :  Happy Inlove 
GIRL :  so? 
BOY :  JKLM 
GIRL :  and what that suppose to mean? 
BOY :  Just Keep Loving Me. 
GIRL :  so how about? NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?BOY : (stop and think) 
BOY :  No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xceptme, 
  You’ll Zee!


it is so sweet isn't it ? :) and well , i got this from em where else , it could be tumblr. i reblogged this few days ago , and haha i just can smiled after reading this heeee :D so , off to bed. nyte peeps ttyl :)

xoxo

girls , you just have to believe it. yes , it will happen in your life. a true man will finally walk into your life and stay with you one fine day. so , just wait patiently as time's running out. oh don't ruin your life anymore. live your life to the fullest ! :)

I'm just happy I'm not a phony haha :D

morning and hey peeps and poops ! im doing GREAT this morning , idk why tehee. no mood swing anymore , woke up with a huge smile on my pretty face and yeah , im having crazy mood i guess -,-'' haha but im so lucky as if tears could kill , i would be history now. and yeah , forget about the pain because life is too short to be suffer-fer-ring am i right ? :)

oh ya btw , i went to watch movie last night and the point here is , i felt impressive with the sentences in Sekali Lagi movie. it is something like ; "Semua yang terjadi bersebab. Dan mungkin Tuhan menguji kita untuk tunjuk jalan penyelesaiannya..." i lupa the correct sentences but i got the mean. the story line is unexpected but it is good !

okay enough for this , have a good day people ! :D

p/s : Everyone has a heartbreaking story. The difference between me and anyone else is i did something about it and became a stronger person.

xoxo

Jar of Heart

Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
Collecting a jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Dont come back at all


Yes! I do not want to fall in love. I just want to keep climbing up up up, and enjoy the view as I chase in because it's that journey I love not the destination. 

If there's so much I must be can I still just be me the way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart or am I just one part of some big plan?

All there's left is forgive and forget. 

I want to forgive you. And I want to forget you.

i learn new , thank you :)

heyhello :D just i just look around searching this and that , and sudden i curious to know the tips to move on after having a break up. haha it sound weirdo right , but who cares ? tehee , no lah , dont get me wrong :D enough wasting time , so enjoy peeps !

How to move on after a romantic relationship ?

When you end a romantic relationship, whether you're a teenage girl who dated a boy for a few months or a wife who's going through a difficult divorce, this time in your life is sad and challenging. Even if you wanted the breakup and you know you're ultimately making the right decision, the path to healing from the experience can be long. Painful feelings will arise, but they do not have to be a permanent part of your life.

1 * Give yourself the necessary time to heal. You won't immediately feel better overnight. Chances are, you'll slowly feel better and better until you're no longer grieving over your failed relationship. Until then, though, be patient with your emotions and feelings. As long as you're not dwelling on every aspect of the breakup, there's nothing wrong with taking baby steps to feeling like yourself again.

2 * Avoid your ex and her family, social circle and spots where she may visit, at least for the time being. You don't have to run in the other direction if you see her coming, but avoiding the triggers that will remind you of her and bring up sad feelings is necessary right after a breakup. Even minor contact between you two will make it difficult to move past the relationship.

3 * Talk to people in your social circle or family whom you trust. Finding one or more reliable friends can help you to talk out your feelings and cope with the breakup. You may even want to join a support group for people in a similar situation. Going through a breakup alone can cause extra, unneeded stress.

4 * Maintain your physical health. Even if you emotionally and mentally feel like a wreck right now, it's important to keep your body healthy, even if it's difficult. Turning to alcohol, unhealthy foods and drugs will not help you to cope; instead, you'll feel less healthy and worse overall. Get as much sleep as you can, don't overdo it on the coffee, exercise lightly and eat nutritious foods. Remember, relaxation is part of health, too. Make sure to take time for yourself, to breathe deeply and clear your mind.

p/s : it meant nothing , as you dont show it thank you :)

I don't miss him .

hello peeps and poops :) tonite i feel like i want to change my blog name to 'a broken heart girl' haha nvm just ignore me :/ well , moving on is not easy people. we need to forget and leave all those sweet memories. its like forcing yourself to drink poisonous chemical everyday. imma right isnt it ?  it is realy hard , only God knows. well , to be honest , im not totally move on actually. i know it takes much time for me to forget all that thingy. but now , im TRYING to think positively , as i said before ; everything happens for a reason , MUST be a reason. i keep asking myself , why this thing happened to me , why ? but only if , i got the answer , i am pretty sure that He reserves the best guy for me in future insyaallah. or maybe , it is not the right time for me to in love with and i should take a good care of my heart 1st before others , and by this moment , i want to focus on my studies as my principe , study is my priority :)

oh ya , btw next month will be fasting month. time running so fast kan ? and you guys , dont forget to ganti puasa okay ! *i done my job , and now jomm puasa sunat ramai ramai. and er , ramai orang ask me 'hey , when you want to find new boyfie ?' , or kinda like that questions , and the answer is , SORRY , I'm NOT interested. that's enough for me to have one , my Dad :)

p/s : dear big brotha , please treat your girlfie nicely and love her with your heart because once she's being hurt , hard to cure it.

Shines :)

assalamualaikum prengg :) actually , i just came back from papa's family day , i mean his office family day. and it was awesome ! lot lot lot lot of new friends i got there and yeah mostly from Indonesia. waduh waduh , sungguh ganteng cowok dari sana HAHA :D and they are kinda friendly and sangat best ! but i guess i shouldn't share most of the pictures taken tehee tak boleh ! *like anyone cares ? -___-" okay , whatever lol ;pp so guys , enjoy !

on the 1st day , with family and my cousin alya :)

here is abang beca :D

dear mama and budak manjaa -___-"

menara taming sari kot , i lupaa tehee :/

you see there's a 'biawak' , besar isnt it ?

yeah , here some of candid pictures during the game ;

semuaa hijau , and someone told me that it looks like orang indah water pftttt -_-"

HAHA , muka juaraaa lol ;ppp

again , bajet terer -,-''

peace yooo abang iraa ;pp

mama met her new friends there :))

and this is my dearest Tami and Iraaa <3

yeah , ilovethem much ! :)

p/s : life may be unexpected sometimes. there must be ups and down in our life. yeah, i know it well. but I will always remember one thing ; everything happen for a reason. and pretty sure , we should look at the bright side , always think positive. i do love this quote ; when one door of happiness closes , another opens. so , why should we often look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. imma right ? :))

Intelligence Measurement

it sounds like a serious topic is it ? heee , okay act the point here is i want to tell you what is the intelligence means act. i heard lots of people outside there always talking bout intelligence recently , especially parenthood. anak i tak pandai , anak i yang tu je pandai bla bla bla. this is what we called typical malay. kenapa mesti nak compare with other people ? don't you think that it is just make them down or tense themselves ?

okay act , i don't feel easy when somebody told me that her mother keep comparing her with me , i mean bout this thingy lah. come on lah makcik , anak you ada her own potential lah. that's it.

and to her , like i told ya , just be yourself and you know yourself better right :)  so , just chill and keep it up. let them be , bilaa dia penat nnti dia stop lah tu teheee :D everyone ada kelebihan and kekurangan masing masing. for what you nak buang masa make yourself down kan ? your future in your own hands , its yours my dear. tak semestinya you ada title doctor , you'll be a successful person. and tak semestinya you takde title doctor , you cant be succeed. remember , God has well plan for us insyaallah :)

just cool bebeh , bwt mcm nii haaaa ;

HAHA , cool is it ? lol ;ppp

it doesn't work between me and you anymore

its almost 3 am , and i still cant sleep. sitting in front of the lappy and enjoying watching gossip girls. yeah this is my routine nowadays. oh myy , i wonder if i could get into a whole new place , where there's nobody knows me , so that i can start my life all over again. i wish i could be surrounded by lots lots lots of shopping mall , handsome guys inside and outside , swimming pools , billions of money , bla bla bla yeah thats much fun right ? hell yeah , however thanks to my silly life. people around me said that how lucky i am , i mean , i got everything that i needed. and big big thanks to dear papa n mama because always by my side and support me all the ways :) but by this moment , i just need a strength to be a new person i mean with new spirit so that i could get rid of this sucks thingy , the heartache. to those who are trying to get me hurt or whatever , pretty please just forget t because im getting to be a strong girl now. so , yay me ! :D

 see guys that smile :) im happy this way as i got the answer for my questions , AGAIN thanks to my dear ex for the answer.
and this is soo true , thanks to tmblr :))

xoxo 

going to leave all the pain away , so applause me yay ! :D

It has been a month plus , we break off. And I do admit , it was the uttermost long , full of painful and tears all the days I’ve been through without you. Everyday , I’ve tried to be strong , not even wanna think bout you.  But yeah , its hard. After 4 wonderful years being together , share our laughs and tears , you left me with lots of unanswered questions that make me wonder why you did change. And that’s make me hard to move on , because you keep saying that you love me and still hoping for us get back together. Maybe , it was my fault loving you to much as I never did before. If only you could crawl inside my mind and see what am I thinking and feeling , if only. Maybe then you only could understand why I love you too much. I did think of you over and over until tears trickled down my cheeks. I hate this feeling , its killing me like seriously.

Goddammit , YES , I never met a guy like him before. He treated me like a princess within those days and years. But yeah , things happen for a reason. God never test you something that you couldn’t handle. So , when things are bad , just remember , things always get better someday.

Just by this moment , I’m not ready to be loved by anyone else. Let time decides for me. But people around me said that , love is something that we fall into not we crush onto it. Sometimes we have to give chances to ourselves to be loved again. But yeah , I think I didn’t found  the suitable guy that suit me much , or maybe , because I’m getting fobia in this matter. Everyday , I keep praying for my sake , and I 
know that God reserve the best guy for me , amin. 

my hero ever :)

today is father's day and yeah i just can see papa's face through phone :'( but i could shout louder tadi hihi , HAPPY FATHER'S DAY Paaaa ! papa balik this friday , cant wait for that seriously , imissyouu so much paa <3

sure someone out there yang feel curious mana my dad pegi kan , i mean for those who yang tak rapat sgt with me. my dad is working at jakarta so he just come back home at least twice a week. i feel so jealous with other yang papa dorang ada jee ngn dorang all the time , but nak bwt mcm mana , he has his job there. but but , wherever he is , papa always by my side , i know that and i will always love youu forever paa ! :)

i come to realize that someday , i will meet a man who will be my husband and accompany me all the time and what i wish is i realy realy want that man to be definitely like my dad. he is the coolest man in the world i think. papa tak pernah rotan i , even secubit pun. and bila nyamuk gigit pun dia dah worry bawak pegi clinic. see guys , how much he loves me right :)) papa is the best man i ever met , he treats me like a princess. even sometimes i felt like disappointed sebab he didnt trust me that his gegirl nii can independent and treated me like i am 5 y.o stil , but i know , he did all that thingy because he cares a lot bout me. seriously , i love him with all my heart.

so paa , when you get back homie this fridayy , we'll celebrate father's day okay ? :) hihi , rinduu nak hug papa seriously. here is a poem special to my hero , En Mohd Rosli Bin Hussin <3

When I was a baby, 
you would hold me in your arms.
I felt the love and tenderness, 
keeping me safe from harm.
I would look up into your eyes, 
and all the love I would see.
How did I get so lucky, 
you were the dad chosen for me.
There is something special 
about a father's love.
Seems it was sent to me 
from someplace up above.
Our love is everlasting, 
I just wanted you to know.
That you’re my special hero and I wanted to tell you so.
xoxo

p/s : thank you for your love and everything my dear papa :) *and also for my atm machine , lol ;pp
nanti gamba papa i'll upload banyak banyak next post insyaallah.

Nora Elena fever :)

oh myy , im very sure that most of us are Nora Elena's fans right ? its like a fever , dulu bieber fever and now nora elena pulak. but i think better the tittle is more specific to the hero tadaaa SETH ! :) yeah , i love him , em i mean the way he treats Nora. i love those moment where he just keep smile and patient even Nora tak sukaa tehee <3 and yess , i really want a guy like him , to be my future husband :)

and and just now i saw a video posted by my friend bout her friend's wedding. haha lagilah tambah miang i tak nak belajar dah nak kawen jee terus :D hee so since ive nothing to do , so lets share what are the criteria of a guy for a girl to be fall into *ini bukan nak promote haha.

First , BERIMAN ! 
for sure , i need someone who can guide me in all ways and paling penting someone yang will jadi imam solat 5 waktu sehari semalam saya and family insyaallah :)

Second , EDUCATED :)
yeah , ilmu itu penting and people will not doing something bad if they realy have education. i mean , kau nak ke husband kau sampai SPM jee kan ? you get what i mean kan. i didnt demand that i will get marry to whoever yang MESTI ada phd or 'doctor' kat depan nama dia. just ada education yet and its fine lah.

Third , UNDERSTANDING.
ini pun important for a girl like me. err ada ke , ke i sorang jee yang mengada :/ haha okay whatever but i really need a guy yang sgt understanding to be my husband. someone yang willing to pujuk me even i merajuk just sebab simple thingy , yang willing to do anything for our happiness , yang betul betul taw how i feel semuaa yeah i hope that much. and and it's not only last for few months , i mean forever. i need a guy who can be by my side all the time , stay same treating me like the 1st we met. amin :) and the most important is someone yang boleh jaga rumahtangga sama sama. i mean , tak buat bini dia mcm orang gaji. i wish to have a husband yang willing masak together , beli groceries together , jaga anak together , oh myy that so sweet is it ? :)

Forth , FUNNY :D
nak pleaseee ! hee , i bukan nak mcm zizan or nabil tu lol ;pp i mean yang boleh buat i gelak and happy everyday since i wake up in the morning til i close my eyes at night. kalau mcm nii sumpah saya sayang awak sgt sgt sgt teheee :D

Fifth , CARING AND LOVING !
ini MESTI ! semua girls pun nak guy mcm nii believe me. a guy who shows his love to his wife , mcm SETH tuuu. i realy want a guy like that. always make surprises for me , even simple thing pun , i will appreciate because it shows your love. always care bout everything happen to me , mcm cerita Nora Elena , see how the story gave impact to me kan ? hee , but seriously , i need a guy like that to be my future husband.

Sixth , EXPENSIVE.
okay , i nak yang mahal. bukan perempuan jee kena mahal nowadays , but for a guy pun. you get what i mean ? i mean , a guy yang bukan senang nak fall in love. pantang nampak perempuan sexy ke lawaa ke depan mata terus jeling jeling bagai. i hate it. bukan jelous sgt act but yeah , if they have bad attitude like that , no wonder someday they will find another girls kan ? saya nak yang setia mcm SETH , hanya saya dihatinya walaupun saya tak cun mcm Vanessa Hudgen tuu * rupa tak penting sgt kan :)

Seventh and lastly , HANDSOME and BERDUIT :/
yess , this criteria nampak mcm weird kan. actually , i dont really need a guy yang handsome sgt pun. for me , rupa tak penting yang penting hati :) but if handsome tu bonus lah kan :D heee , i just need a guy yang smart tak selekeh. but dia mesti kena taller than me , tak byk pun sikit hihi. and bout money , i bukan nak anak dato' or tans sri whatsoever tuu. kalau mcm tu balik i tackle TMJ jee kan ;pp haha , i mean yang ada duit lah , takkan nak bagi makan pun using my money right. yang boleh tanggung i and family thats it :)

opsiee , i forgot something important , i tak suka SMOKER fullstop :/ so i dont need a smoker and NO SMOKING pleasee ! okay yang lain lain like baik hati , peramah , pemurah semuaa tuu pun i nak jugak actually but the top criteria are as above tehee :D em , dont get me wring huh , i bukan nak cari calon or what posting this post , but i was like teruja sgt sgt sgt dgn SETH tuu hihi.

p/s : do pray for me to find a GOOD guy to be my future husband :)

Welcome to new BIBIK -_-''

hey peeps ! :) this post act to tell you guys bout what am i doing these few days and on. the holie is just passing slowly err i mean i felt that because ive nothing much to do :/ okay yay pity me huh. haha :D but people around did told me that how lucky am i , just staying at home and can get the money. yeah but i need more experience bebeh ! :D okay enough , i got a job guys. guess what ? act , mama gave me the job , i become new BIBIK. but but this bibik is hot much okay :D im going to be a tutor i mean haha but tak boleh challenge my Calculus tutor , that for sure hihi sorry En Jedzry :P i become a tutor for my adik since his result dropped during the midsem exam. alah mama chill lah baru standard 4 * my adik buat mukaa. haha jangan main main nii tutor HULK datang ajar haa hambik kau , err -_-''

 haa , ini dia student saya :))

err , act my motive put along this pic sebab i miss my dad :'( paaa , balik cepat dah rinduuu nii.

Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.

hello readers , im being so lazy to upload my pics to USS , idk why -_-" hey hey but im not in mood swing anymore , i just lazy to do that thingy i guess haha :D okay act , i post this entry just wana to share some interesting quotes , eh what we called , its not quote but emm you guys buat buat faham jelah ngeng ! ;pp

 yeah , im not afraid to love , im just afraid of not being loved back and bla bla bla :D


then , i saw this cute coversation , comell gila is it ?

okay people , dont feel shy to impress your love towards your love ones , just say it. iloveyouuu haa kan senang ;pp

and peeps , if you fail AGAIN , never be regret or upset. just smile and begin your new life :)

Beauty Tips teheee :D

Hey girlss , today im going to be a dermatologist haha :D eh no , i mean i would like to share bout the beauty tips for teens :)) being a teen in today's world brings many pressures from society to look good. the media is full of beautiful faces that add to the stress of growing up. like seriously , i adore Vanessa Hudgen much. but , dont let that undermine you self confidence ! what's a girl need to do ? here are many ways to enhance your natural beauty and keep a practical skin care and makeup routine. but remember , good posture and a smile give a great first impression :)

Skin Care Tips

Teenagers have different skin care and makeup needs than women. At what age should a teen begin a skin care regimen? Skin care should actually start when they are preteens, as early as the age of 10 or 11. Hormones start to kick in and blemishes may begin to appear.

As you mature, your skin care needs will change, as your skin does. Pay special attention to what products you are using and if there are any undesirable affects taking place. What makes your skin look radiant one month may cause blemishes and break-outs the next.

Moisturizer

At an early age, a light moisturizer may be called for, but do not use heavy creams made for dry skin. Choose a product that is formulated for light skin care maintenance that does not block your pores. A heavy moisturizer will probably wreak havoc and cause pimples. Try using a light moisturizer only once a day, before bedtime. Any more often than that is probably overdoing it. For combination skin, spot-moisturize. Instead of using moisturizer on your entire face, use it only on dry areas and keep it off of your t-zone.

Pimples and Blemishes

Acne is the #1 skin care concern for teens. Keep your face and hair clean, wash your hands frequently, and keep them away from your face. There are many products available on the market today for acne prevention and cures, and they are much more effective than years ago.

Once you begin experiencing problems, take action to avoid lifetime scarring. You can go to the Blemishes Page to find out how to get rid of pimples, preventative maintenance, and how to reduce the appearance of them once they appear.

Makeup for Teenagers

Most teenage girls begin wearing light makeup around the ages of 12-13 as they become more aware of their appearance. As a teen, your makeup should look natural and enhance your facial features. Don't overdo it, this will only make you look silly. With a few simple, inexpensive products, you can play up your finest features and look great!

Keep your makeup light for school. You don't need to use it on every facial feature you have! Mix and match to find out what looks best on you. For parties, you may want to add a little more makeup to add some glam. Make sure you blend it in well with your fingers or a cosmetics brush. Check it in bright light when you're finished.

Foundation

Foundation for teens is not necessary. While it can clog your pores, it will also look overdone. Skip the foundation and use a concealer on your blemishes only. Lightly dust on some loose powder over your entire face to even out your skin tone, control oil, and set the concealer.

Freckles

Don't try to hide your freckles. You may not appreciate them, but they are part of you. Exposure to sunlight makes freckles darker so avoiding the sun and using a sunscreen will keep them in check. As you get older, they can fade and won't be much of an issue.

Eye Makeup

You may not be interested in eye shadow until you're a little older. If so, that's great. When you do begin wearing it, keep it light and use any trendy metallics and sparkles sparingly. They can flake off into your eyes and cause irritation. Eye shadow does not have to match your eyes, however, earth tones (tan, brown, gray) are very complimentary to blue, brown and hazel eyes.

When you begin using mascara, brown works best for both blondes and brunettes. Black is probably too harsh, especially in the daytime. If you think brown isn't dark enough, try brownish-black. Waterproof mascara may be necessary for sports and outdoor activities in warm weather. It stays on longer and doesn't run, but it's harder to take off. It's best to keep mascara and all makeup to a minimum and you won't have to worry about undesired smearing.

If you're going to use an eyeliner, a pencil liner looks more natural than liquid liner. Learn to apply it with a steady hand for straight lines, and blot it with a tissue if you get it on too dark.

Blush

Liquid and stick blush are popular choices for teens because they glide on smoothly and blend in well. Pinks and peaches compliment almost any skin tone. Apply to the apple of your cheeks and blend outwards, towards your hairline.

Lips

For luscious lips, lip gloss does the trick. If you want to add some color to your lips for a nighttime look, try a lipstick in a sheer color. For extra shine, put the lip gloss on over your lipstick. Always have lip balm handy for chapped lips.

Guidance for surviving a break-up thingy :)

Hey readers , losing a loved one after a break-up can be a painful and emotionally debilitating experience. at times , getting out of bed and taking a shower might seem like a chore. like any wound , it takes time to heal which can be a long process. you might find yourself on an emotional rollercoaster ride with feelings ranging from denial , bargaining , anger , anxiety and sadness , to forgiveness , compassion , love , regret , guilt and eventually healing. 
One minute it might feel like you’re caught in an updraft and everything is fine , then the next minute you’ve plunged into a downdraft and are struggling for breath. if you’re wondering why this is happening to you , the reason will be clear later , just know right now , you will survive and you will get through it insyaallah ! :)


so today , i would like to share with all of you something , and yeah i know im not that tough MUCH but i've been gone through this thingy and thanks God for giving me much strength to move on. 

When You are Spiritually, Emotionally and Physically Ready ;

Acknowledge The Loss. 

When you have gone through the denial stage , reality sets in. Wow! That really happened. It wasn’t a nightmare. It was REAL. It takes time to acknowledge the loss. The most important thing to remember is Keep the faith! You are strong and you will survive ! :D

Take On Only What You Can. 

This is your time to nurture your soul. You do not have to be a super human and take on additional responsibility. Take on only what is reasonable within your mental and physical limits. Say “No” and pay attention to how good it feels. Right now, this time is about healing you!

Surround Yourself With Good Situations. 

If watching celebrity brides on the E channel depresses you, turn it off. If you don’t want to be around couples, then do something different. And like seriously , i hate looking for those couple hugging at malls as they SUCK me off ;pp You have choices and you need to make choices that make you feel good :)

Surround Yourself With People Who Are Supportive. 

Having a good friend in your life is important. You will want someone who will listen and be there for you when you are sad. Remember that , true friends hear whatever words that you do not say yet. *iloveyouuu GFss <3

Embrace Personal Growth. 

People come into our lives for a reason whether its to teach us a lesson or for spiritual growth, they are here to show us something. Once we take responsibility and stop blaming others for our situation , then our true path becomes more clear.

Rebuild Your Life.

When a relationship ends , it can be a painful journey , so take this time to re-focus your priorities , build your self-esteem , and look inward. Stop for a moment and ask yourself. What have I always wanted to do, to see, to be? This is your opportunity to embrace a new and better life. Be Open to Change :)

Cry.

Do cry as loud as you can , relief yourself like a newborn baby , it is not the matter. It is good for you to express yourself and let the anger and sadness out. but , don't drag every night keep crying like that because do realize that the other side is not deserve your tears a lot. It's so pathetic. Hee :D

Listen To Sad Songs

Okay , this is not funny or 'jiwang' , but it is the right time for you to listen those love songs. And believe me , in this situation , we just blame on the DJs because keep repeting turning on those sad songs is it ? and we feel that all those songs dedicated for us. Haha , booooo me if i felt it alone ! okay enough , but seriously , try to listen sad songs and it will make you relief slowly. Dah , now turn on your radio and do listen to Lagenda Budak Setan teheee ;pp

Empty Recycle Bin

Yeah , this is the toughest thing i guess. Dont ever let your brain keep thinking bout your memories. It is not good for our soul , seriously , instead it just make us feel down and upset. Just delete the pictures or whatever thingy he gave you or maybe , if you're not ready for that yet , just keep them away from you. until you move on someday , barulah boleh tengok balik semuaa tuu and start laughing at yourself :D

Talk To Your Bff.

It is okay , talk to your Bff who you trust most. Tell them what is going on , how do you feel. Then after sometimes , STOP talking bout that thingy again. Or even dropping his name in your conversation , relating his name with all incidents happened between you and him. What for keep relating those thingy is it , it is just a pat for you. Live your life , let your experience lead you for learning and living. If you have no one to talk to , do remember , we have GOD. Allah always there for us , always by our sides. Do pray a lot , and mintak lah semoga ditemukan dengan jodoh yang baik insyaallah :)

Having MUCH Fun.

This is what i did most. Stop hurting yourself , letting your mood swing against you. Show to them that you're not that fragile to be hurt to. life is too short to be unhappy is it ? :) so dont ever let your mind thinking bout the past , sikit sikit takpelah. when you have leisure time , calls your friends , hangout together and grab MUCH fun. you can do lots of activities instead of wasting you golden time thinking for that dumbass :D Opsie sorry ;pp

Change Routine

If last time , you keep on call with him till late night and now its all over. During previous time , every morning its your routine to wake him up bla bla blaa. But now , since he's gone , when you wake up in the morning , there's no more sweet text from him rite ? Yeah GIRLS , this is what we called life. Its a norm , i do understand how it works. But as time passing through , believe me everything gonna be fine :) change your routine. Okay , for example , when you wake up in the morning , try to find your mum and dad. prepare for their breakfast or in the simple words , make youself busier. It'll work well ! 

Date With Everyone.

If in previous , you don't have a chance to go out with anyone else besides him , so now is the time. Hello , im not teaching you becoming a player okay ! Haha annoy much huh ;pp But honestly , this is the chance for you to get to know people who are come from different walks of life. Make lots of friends and you may know it feel. But don't jump into conclusion , i said make friends and learn bout life much , not giving your pride easily to them ! Its a warning *buat muka serious niii >.< going out eating , watching movies or wahtever thingy you feel fancy , just do it. lagi satu reminder , this is not the process or like rancangan cari jodoh huh ! its just to get a good look of the outside world and what God does give to us , mankind :) 

Open Your Heart And Soul.

Okay no need to shut your heart and soul with a little padlock for long time , sweetheart. When you're completely moving on , do give youself chance to be loved again. Dont be too cruel to yourself , because it make you become worst jee nanti. Remember , someday , someone will walk into your life at the right time for a right reason. God send him for you , let you to know why it is does not worked with anyone else before. So , just open up your heart and let your Mr Perfect suits you ! :) 

HAHA , enough im not the Dr Love , im lack of idea now teheee ;pp Oh btw , on the road to success, there's a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends & red lights called enemies. So , moving on people , live your life ! :D