P.A.R.I.S

oh well , i'm not going to the loveleyhhhh PARIS , yet but i will :) yeah actually , that's one of my dream. i just watched Monte Carlo movie and it was awesome ! yes i know i'm a bit LAME -,-'' even i don't much like the main actress , who else yeah that Selena , but i enjoyed the movie , maybe because of Emma tehee and main reason is because of Paa Paa Paaarisssss ! <3

will i ever get a room like this ? pleasee handsome paaa :D

Maa maaa maacaroon ! :D

These cookies have a crisp exterior and a slightly chewy center. Macaroons can be refrigerated in an airtight container up to two day.

Ingredients ;

• 1 1/4 cups confectioners' sugar
• 1 1/2 cups (4 ounces) sliced almonds, finely ground, or almond flour
• All-purpose flour, for dipping
• 3 large egg whites
• Pinch of salt
• 1/4 cup granulated sugar
• 1/4 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
• 1/2 recipe Swiss Meringue Buttercream

Directions ;

1. Preheat oven to 300 degrees. Sift confectioners' sugar into a bowl. Whisk in almonds; set aside. Line 2 baking sheets with parchment paper or nonstick baking mats (such as Silpats), and mark circles using a 1 1/2-inch cutter dipped in flour.
2. Put egg whites in the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment. Beat on medium speed until foamy, then beat in salt. Beat in granulated sugar, 1 teaspoon at a time, until medium-soft peaks form. Transfer mixture to a large bowl.
3. Using a rubber spatula, fold half the almond mixture into the egg white mixture until just incorporated. Fold in vanilla and remaining almond mixture until just incorporated. Firmly tap bottom of bowl on counter to eliminate air pockets.
4. Transfer mixture to a pastry bag fitted with a 1/2-inch plain tip (such as Ateco #806). Pipe mixture into marked circles on prepared baking sheets. Bake, rotating sheets halfway through, until macaroons are slightly firm and can be gently lifted off parchment (bottoms will be dry), 20 to 25 minutes. Let cool on sheets 5 minutes. Transfer macaroons on parchment to a wire rack; let cool completely.
5. Spread 2 teaspoons buttercream on flat sides of half the macaroons, then sandwich with remaining halves, keeping flat sides together. Refrigerate until firm, about 20 minutes, before serving.
   
   
   p/s : enjoy baking peeps ! :D xoxo

Awww ~

BOY :  ABC 
GIRL :  huh?! 
BOY :  Always Be Careful 
GIRL :  ahh. and then? 
BOY :  DEFG 
GIRL :  what? 
BOY :  Don’t Ever Forget Girl 
GIRL :  forget that? 
BOY :  i’m HI. 
GIRL :  huh? 
BOY :  Happy Inlove 
GIRL :  so? 
BOY :  JKLM 
GIRL :  and what that suppose to mean? 
BOY :  Just Keep Loving Me. 
GIRL :  so how about? NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?BOY : (stop and think) 
BOY :  No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xceptme, 
  You’ll Zee!


it is so sweet isn't it ? :) and well , i got this from em where else , it could be tumblr. i reblogged this few days ago , and haha i just can smiled after reading this heeee :D so , off to bed. nyte peeps ttyl :)

xoxo

girls , you just have to believe it. yes , it will happen in your life. a true man will finally walk into your life and stay with you one fine day. so , just wait patiently as time's running out. oh don't ruin your life anymore. live your life to the fullest ! :)

I'm just happy I'm not a phony haha :D

morning and hey peeps and poops ! im doing GREAT this morning , idk why tehee. no mood swing anymore , woke up with a huge smile on my pretty face and yeah , im having crazy mood i guess -,-'' haha but im so lucky as if tears could kill , i would be history now. and yeah , forget about the pain because life is too short to be suffer-fer-ring am i right ? :)

oh ya btw , i went to watch movie last night and the point here is , i felt impressive with the sentences in Sekali Lagi movie. it is something like ; "Semua yang terjadi bersebab. Dan mungkin Tuhan menguji kita untuk tunjuk jalan penyelesaiannya..." i lupa the correct sentences but i got the mean. the story line is unexpected but it is good !

okay enough for this , have a good day people ! :D

p/s : Everyone has a heartbreaking story. The difference between me and anyone else is i did something about it and became a stronger person.

xoxo

Jar of Heart

Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
Collecting a jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Dont come back at all


Yes! I do not want to fall in love. I just want to keep climbing up up up, and enjoy the view as I chase in because it's that journey I love not the destination. 

If there's so much I must be can I still just be me the way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart or am I just one part of some big plan?

All there's left is forgive and forget. 

I want to forgive you. And I want to forget you.

i learn new , thank you :)

heyhello :D just i just look around searching this and that , and sudden i curious to know the tips to move on after having a break up. haha it sound weirdo right , but who cares ? tehee , no lah , dont get me wrong :D enough wasting time , so enjoy peeps !

How to move on after a romantic relationship ?

When you end a romantic relationship, whether you're a teenage girl who dated a boy for a few months or a wife who's going through a difficult divorce, this time in your life is sad and challenging. Even if you wanted the breakup and you know you're ultimately making the right decision, the path to healing from the experience can be long. Painful feelings will arise, but they do not have to be a permanent part of your life.

1 * Give yourself the necessary time to heal. You won't immediately feel better overnight. Chances are, you'll slowly feel better and better until you're no longer grieving over your failed relationship. Until then, though, be patient with your emotions and feelings. As long as you're not dwelling on every aspect of the breakup, there's nothing wrong with taking baby steps to feeling like yourself again.

2 * Avoid your ex and her family, social circle and spots where she may visit, at least for the time being. You don't have to run in the other direction if you see her coming, but avoiding the triggers that will remind you of her and bring up sad feelings is necessary right after a breakup. Even minor contact between you two will make it difficult to move past the relationship.

3 * Talk to people in your social circle or family whom you trust. Finding one or more reliable friends can help you to talk out your feelings and cope with the breakup. You may even want to join a support group for people in a similar situation. Going through a breakup alone can cause extra, unneeded stress.

4 * Maintain your physical health. Even if you emotionally and mentally feel like a wreck right now, it's important to keep your body healthy, even if it's difficult. Turning to alcohol, unhealthy foods and drugs will not help you to cope; instead, you'll feel less healthy and worse overall. Get as much sleep as you can, don't overdo it on the coffee, exercise lightly and eat nutritious foods. Remember, relaxation is part of health, too. Make sure to take time for yourself, to breathe deeply and clear your mind.

p/s : it meant nothing , as you dont show it thank you :)

I don't miss him .

hello peeps and poops :) tonite i feel like i want to change my blog name to 'a broken heart girl' haha nvm just ignore me :/ well , moving on is not easy people. we need to forget and leave all those sweet memories. its like forcing yourself to drink poisonous chemical everyday. imma right isnt it ?  it is realy hard , only God knows. well , to be honest , im not totally move on actually. i know it takes much time for me to forget all that thingy. but now , im TRYING to think positively , as i said before ; everything happens for a reason , MUST be a reason. i keep asking myself , why this thing happened to me , why ? but only if , i got the answer , i am pretty sure that He reserves the best guy for me in future insyaallah. or maybe , it is not the right time for me to in love with and i should take a good care of my heart 1st before others , and by this moment , i want to focus on my studies as my principe , study is my priority :)

oh ya , btw next month will be fasting month. time running so fast kan ? and you guys , dont forget to ganti puasa okay ! *i done my job , and now jomm puasa sunat ramai ramai. and er , ramai orang ask me 'hey , when you want to find new boyfie ?' , or kinda like that questions , and the answer is , SORRY , I'm NOT interested. that's enough for me to have one , my Dad :)

p/s : dear big brotha , please treat your girlfie nicely and love her with your heart because once she's being hurt , hard to cure it.

Shines :)

assalamualaikum prengg :) actually , i just came back from papa's family day , i mean his office family day. and it was awesome ! lot lot lot lot of new friends i got there and yeah mostly from Indonesia. waduh waduh , sungguh ganteng cowok dari sana HAHA :D and they are kinda friendly and sangat best ! but i guess i shouldn't share most of the pictures taken tehee tak boleh ! *like anyone cares ? -___-" okay , whatever lol ;pp so guys , enjoy !

on the 1st day , with family and my cousin alya :)

here is abang beca :D

dear mama and budak manjaa -___-"

menara taming sari kot , i lupaa tehee :/

you see there's a 'biawak' , besar isnt it ?

yeah , here some of candid pictures during the game ;

semuaa hijau , and someone told me that it looks like orang indah water pftttt -_-"

HAHA , muka juaraaa lol ;ppp

again , bajet terer -,-''

peace yooo abang iraa ;pp

mama met her new friends there :))

and this is my dearest Tami and Iraaa <3

yeah , ilovethem much ! :)

p/s : life may be unexpected sometimes. there must be ups and down in our life. yeah, i know it well. but I will always remember one thing ; everything happen for a reason. and pretty sure , we should look at the bright side , always think positive. i do love this quote ; when one door of happiness closes , another opens. so , why should we often look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. imma right ? :))

Intelligence Measurement

it sounds like a serious topic is it ? heee , okay act the point here is i want to tell you what is the intelligence means act. i heard lots of people outside there always talking bout intelligence recently , especially parenthood. anak i tak pandai , anak i yang tu je pandai bla bla bla. this is what we called typical malay. kenapa mesti nak compare with other people ? don't you think that it is just make them down or tense themselves ?

okay act , i don't feel easy when somebody told me that her mother keep comparing her with me , i mean bout this thingy lah. come on lah makcik , anak you ada her own potential lah. that's it.

and to her , like i told ya , just be yourself and you know yourself better right :)  so , just chill and keep it up. let them be , bilaa dia penat nnti dia stop lah tu teheee :D everyone ada kelebihan and kekurangan masing masing. for what you nak buang masa make yourself down kan ? your future in your own hands , its yours my dear. tak semestinya you ada title doctor , you'll be a successful person. and tak semestinya you takde title doctor , you cant be succeed. remember , God has well plan for us insyaallah :)

just cool bebeh , bwt mcm nii haaaa ;

HAHA , cool is it ? lol ;ppp

it doesn't work between me and you anymore

its almost 3 am , and i still cant sleep. sitting in front of the lappy and enjoying watching gossip girls. yeah this is my routine nowadays. oh myy , i wonder if i could get into a whole new place , where there's nobody knows me , so that i can start my life all over again. i wish i could be surrounded by lots lots lots of shopping mall , handsome guys inside and outside , swimming pools , billions of money , bla bla bla yeah thats much fun right ? hell yeah , however thanks to my silly life. people around me said that how lucky i am , i mean , i got everything that i needed. and big big thanks to dear papa n mama because always by my side and support me all the ways :) but by this moment , i just need a strength to be a new person i mean with new spirit so that i could get rid of this sucks thingy , the heartache. to those who are trying to get me hurt or whatever , pretty please just forget t because im getting to be a strong girl now. so , yay me ! :D

 see guys that smile :) im happy this way as i got the answer for my questions , AGAIN thanks to my dear ex for the answer.
and this is soo true , thanks to tmblr :))

xoxo